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Gummy Bears (Jasmin’s Song) by Ed Reyes | TheRealEdReyes
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A Letter Of Apology To My Love & To All
I’m 23 years old, and I’m still learning how to become a better person. It takes a lot to look in the mirror and realize who’s the cause of so much hardship, pain, anger, tears, and heartache. For the longest, I’ve let my anxiety, paranoia, and trust issues turn me into a monster. A horrible monster that gave my girlfriend hell… But yet, when we broke up, I was on facebook, putting her down, calling her names, flirting, and blaming her for everything. I mean it does take two, but I now know that I was the main cause of our downfall. She only had friends, one guy friend, and I was so selfish and paranoid that I couldn’t accept that. And that is really wrong because that makes me be controling, jealous, and super selfish. I want to apologize to her publicly and for everyone to know that she is a very good hard working girl that deserves better treatment. So that’s what I’m going to do now. We got back together on July 19th, 2011 and that was the best day of my life so far. It’s cool because we met eachother in July of last year. She is my soul mate, my first true love, my bestfriend, and the person who makes me want to do better. Everything I said about her, name calling, and such IS NOT TRUE. That was me being an angry idiot who put the blame on her. So from now on, I promise all of you I will not judge people, bad mouth anyone, or use my words as weapons… Unless it’s a battle or something. I’d always put out my anger but I never put out what I would do, until now. I made myself look like the victim and the good person. I’m trying to be a better person and I’m doing it for myself, my girlfriend, and for my persona. I made myself very vulnerable and easy to poke at by writing this personal blog but I must come clean and admit my wrongs, my flaws, and how awful I’ve been acting. Honestly, the song I identify with now more than ever is “The Reason” by Hoobastank. It’s like that song was made by me, it’s a trip. Because I regret treating her how I did, doing what I’ve done, and I found a reason to become a better man because of her. When we had broke up I lost hope in everything because she was the only person who truely pushed me to do things, helped me a lot, and was always there for me. But now, I found that inspiration inside to achieve success so now I’m going to make myself and her very proud. And this will be the last time I put anything on blast and out in the public. Because certain things should be handled solely by the individuals in the situation. And I can’t be too personal in the public eye. Look how it back fired on Eminem… But yeah, I love my girlfriend Jasmin very much, I’m going to be a better person, and I thank you all for reading this, understanding me, and for the support. Positive vibes and much love to all. Thank you. Ed Reyes.
I Had An Out Of Body Experience This Morning
It was about 4 a.m. and I was drifting off to sleep. I wasn’t scared or anything of that nature. As I was laying down, I suddenly heard a vibration at the top of the bed. It went from left to right. It sounded like a phone was vibrating. I was like “What the hell is that?” Then after the vibration stopped, I heard a woman’s voice on my left ear. She was most definitely speaking english but I didn’t understand it. Once I heard that, I really got scared so I tried to get up but I couldn’t. Suddenly I felt paralyzed and I couldn’t move anything. It literally felt like my soul was trapped in my body. I kept screaming my brothers name to wake him up but it was only mumbling coming out. I kept calling for him and calling for him but it was impossible. I was still trying to move but I couldn’t at all. So I began gathering as much strength as I can. When I finally did, I got up, said his name and gasped for breath. I couldnt believe this happened again. It’s been 2 years until this morning.
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